First FA Memories

I am really reaching back in the memory banks for these memories folks.

Just in case your curious about the whole nature vs. nurture thing I can tell you that there were no fat people in my family. So I did not become an FA because I had a fat mother or something along that line.

When I was young, definatly before I hit puberty I was always drawn to fat women. I remember we used to go to a 4th of July party. There was a girl there who was a BBW and I was entranced by her. It was not even anything sexual. I just really liked something about fat girls.

In third grade in the small private school where I attended there was an older girl who would help the teacher. She was about four grades older than I was. I had a crush on her so badly. I would follow her around like a little lost puppy. She was the one I have to thank for turning me on to Science Fiction. She told me to read A Wrinkle in Time.

When I entered puberty I started to have a few FA fantasies.

One of the first Fantasies I started to have was about what I would call Fat Town. This Fantasy was kicked off by some kid's show I saw on television. On the TV show there was a circus, with a Fat Lady. They showed a picture of this fat lady stuffing her face with cakes, pies and goodies so she would be fat enough for the circus. That picture was indelibly fixed in my mind and it started one of my first FA fantasies.

This Fantasy actually started off as a dream. In my dream I and my family were moving into a new town, Fat Town. In Fat Town you had to be as fat as you could possibly be, because I and my family were not Fat enough we had to gain weight in order to live there. In my dream I remember being in front of a table loaded with all kinds of fattening foods, especially every kind of yummy desert you could imagine. I would eat and eat as much as I could and eventually I would be fat enough to live in Fat Town with all the other circus Fat people. As an initiation ceremony they put the largest cake in front of you that the town baker could posibly make. As part of joining Fat Town you have to eat every bite of this collosal cake. When you finished all bloated, covered with icing and crumbs the townspeople cheer and welcome you as one of their own. This started out as a dream but it was one of my favorite fantasies I relived over and over again.

This post is getting kind of long so I will continue writing about my beginning FA fantasies in another post.