I would have it no other way.
If I was given the choice to be an FA or like thin models like everybody else there is no doubt I would choose to be an FA.
Being an FA has been a wonderful gift I have been given in my life.
That being said it was a journey to come to understand myself. Growing up there was no internet. I did not know that there were any other people who shared the same desire's I did. I thought I was this lone freak.
I was scared of anyone knowing that I liked fat women. Not because I was ashamed to be seen with one. No, that did not bother me at all. No, what scared me is that people would realize I was different. That freaked me out in my teenage years.
Once I graduated from college I worked everything out in my mind. Finding Dimensions helped. At that point I decided that I would only date BBW's.
posted by Durin @ 6:26 PM
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Your story of the journey to understand yourself is one that every FA I've ever met or communicated with has gone on. And, for all its been a lonely trip until they reached a realization that it was not something that they could deny or change or subdue. You have now evolved to a view that it is a blessing. I understand your view, though of course if one loves BBWs then one needs to be a FA to really acquire the benefits of that attraction to the fully blown female form.
I think my own internal transformation took place as I was in college, but it took some time until I could put my new, more clear views into practice.
I never took the view I would just date bbws, but it just worked out that way.
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